| Writer's Block: Prying Eyes |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009|01:38 am] |
oh god i am a horrible person filled with regret and I don't know how to address my missteps |
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[May. 17th, 2007|01:19 pm] |
Your Score: Chaotic-Neutral
56% Good, 66% Chaotic 
Plane of Existence: Limbo, "Plane of Ever-Changing Chaos". Description: An alien, anarchistic and unpredictable plane. Notable Inhabitants: Githzerai - human-like monks; Slaad - frog-like creatures.
Examples of Chaotic-Neutrals (Ethically Chaotic, Morally Neutral):
Barret Wallace (FFVII)
Yuffie Kisaragi (FFVII)
Tyler Durden
Dr. Frankenstein
Doctor Moreau
Tarzan
Peeves the Poltergeist
Fred & George Weasley
"Wild animals"
The almost totally unpredictable non-conformist loner. Will stand by and watch the white knight battle the black knight without feeling compelled to take sides.
Will keep their word if in their best interest
May attack an unarmed foe
May use poison
May help those in need
Prefers to work alone
Responds poorly to higher authority
Distrustful of organizations
Self preservation is strong but will not go to the same extent as Neutral-Evils.
They can generally be swayed easily.
Chaotic Neutral "Pure Chaos"
"Free Spirit"
A chaotic neutral [person] follows his whims. He is an individualist first and last. He values his own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. He avoids authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral [person] does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, he would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others), evil (and a desire to make others suffer), or be lawful neutral. A chaotic neutral [person] may be unpredictable, but his behavior is not totally random. He is not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it.
Chaotic neutral is freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal.
Other Alignments and Tendencies (Tendenices are what you would more often sway towards; esp. for Neutrals):
0-39% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Evil
0-39% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Evil
0-39% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Evil
40-60% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Neutral
40-60% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: True Neutral
61-100% Good, 0-39% Chaotic: Lawful-Good
61-100% Good, 40-60% Chaotic: Neutral-Good
61-100% Good, 61-100% Chaotic: Chaotic-Good
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| restating things; ct. 3 |
[Mar. 21st, 2007|09:13 pm] |
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-I got a stepmother (today), $100 (today), and plans for next week, when I have work off
-My dad got married, my grandfather came across ill gotten gains and recouperated for it, I met a person off the internet
-oh man, oh cool, oh god
-I'm failing, I'm close to being fired
-confused/late, late/confused
-oh me, oh my
Pretty much! |
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| take it and comment with the results, I guess |
[Mar. 16th, 2007|02:39 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  curious | ] |
I got this and the introspective-whatever one when I took it in health last year, so I guess this quiz is solid, but kinda obvious too, probably.
Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.
You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.
You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.
Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have? |
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[Feb. 17th, 2007|10:21 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
they said props to me for my mad body skillz. Yeeaaah boy-eee.
"Your Body score is very high, much higher than the average. If you wouldn't mind, please take a little time to explain how you manage to succeed so well at this aspect of your life. Your words may be read by someone else who scored very low. Take a moment to give them some useful advice. Your thoughts are very much appreciated." |
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| so I take this quiz |
[Jan. 12th, 2007|11:11 am] |
Summary of Idealists - Make sense of the world using inner values
- Focus on personal growth and the growth of others
- Think of themselves as bright, forgiving and curious
- May sometimes appear stubborn
More about Idealists Idealists put time and energy into developing personal values that they use as a guide through life. They may seek fulfilment by helping others improve themselves and often want to make the world a better place. Idealists only share their inner values with people they respect. Idealists enjoy discussions about a wide range of topics, particularly those that deal with the future. They are typically easy-going and flexible, but if their values are challenged they may refuse to compromise. In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Idealists may have trouble expressing themselves and withdraw. Under extreme stress, Idealists may become very critical of others, or lose confidence in their own ability to cope. Recognition for their work is important to Idealists; however, they are also good at spotting false praise. Idealist Careers Idealists are often drawn to jobs where they can help people reach their potential. They are also attracted to careers that allow artistic creativity. It's important to remember that no survey can predict personality type with 100 percent accuracy. Experts say that we should use personality type to better understand ourselves and others, but shouldn't feel restricted by our results. |
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| PLEASE SUGGEST |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|04:04 pm] |
My sleeping schedule isn't working out. I thought I was out of school but have since been put back in. I've been brushing my teeth a lot, it could be some weird ocd thing, I usually do it for like 10 minutes, but hey, at least my breath smells nice.
I need to go to the gym. I desprately want to go to the gym. I want to communicate well; I want to do worthwhile things.
I also want to buy a webcam, camera, or camcorder. Which one should I, and does anyone have suggestions? In case I forgot to say, my old camera died Oct. 30th. It can record sounds.. but so can my microphone. I have roughly $200. I might wait until after I get a job to do that, though, I really don't know. |
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| PersonalDNA |
[Dec. 15th, 2006|02:33 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
Considerate ArtistThe site works better in Internet Explorer. It's a fun test and yous reading should take it.
I'm gonna watch promises, return it and The Piano Teacher and Hard Candy, and maybe maybe maybe I will watch 2046 or Lemony Snicket's later. ok by. |
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| I'm gung-ho and gun wielding, ohhh yes. |
[Dec. 8th, 2006|03:30 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
Well check that out. I don't really agree but okay, whatever. Mostly all of this sexy and unattainable vibe as a huge magnet talk, what is WRONG with these people. So I took it again just to be sure;
And I guess either way one is going to be subject to copious amounts of flattery within the results. Um I don't know if this one is all that accurate either. I answered most of the questions the same I think. Okay oh well. |
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| If you hate chocolate I'm so sorry. |
[Sep. 16th, 2006|10:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
Poll #822884 Oh no, it is chocolate.
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: AllWhat's your favorite type of chocolate? What is the least pleasant out of the following? favorite time to eat chocolate Do you hate chocolate? |
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| oh |
[Aug. 25th, 2006|06:37 pm] |
Your results:
You are Robin
| Robin |
| 80% |
| Hulk |
| 80% |
| Superman |
| 75% |
| Spider-Man |
| 75% |
| Green Lantern |
| 60% |
| The Flash |
| 50% |
| Supergirl |
| 48% |
| Batman |
| 40% |
| Iron Man |
| 40% |
| Wonder Woman |
| 38% |
| Catwoman |
| 35% |
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Young and acrobatic.
You don't mind stepping aside
to give someone else glory.
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Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz
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[Jul. 9th, 2006|09:22 pm] |
All I remember from my dream:
-boating
-noonish, sunny, slight NE wind
-one upsman ship
-a slightly hairy, tannish/olive father figure who looks nothing like my dad
-also some guy i was with, told bad jokes and had akwardly scratchy hair
I don't think that bug that went in my nose died, perhaps it feeds off of the viruses and mucus up there, and even allergens! My attempts to get him out have evidentially failed as he is still alive and well, crawling about my sinuses and throat. It's sort of sweet, albeit being a bit gross. He should have a name, if it is indeed male. Okay. Good andrognous name is...
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hmm, arbel. Yes. Arbel the small bug is living inside my head. It sounds nice and I'm probably wrong about little Arby actually being up there.
Also, I saw a spider on my windshield, which had jusssst been cleaned friday, walking around, I was afraid it was going to blow off or something, but it never did. It did begin to make a web across the front, which both made me concerned for it's wellbeing while also a bit angry that it was messing up my clean windshield. It eventually went off to the side, right before we arrived at the health spa, and I didn't see it again. Poor thing, it could have lived in my car, maybe.
We ate at Ruby Tuesdays which made me apprehensive because a certain girl works there who'd I'd rather not talk to, fortunately, I don't think she really wants to talk to me either. Orrrrr she just wasn't there. We had some guy who seemed pretty new, and I think a little short tempered. I wonder if my grandad left a tip, because I didn't see him leave one.
I've been getting a short temper with everyone, I feel, but nobody seems to let on that they've noticed. I want to go to therapy maybe since my grandmother suggested it, "you know -- if your mother had gotten help at your age, she wouldn't have turned out this way.. if you don't, well, you might go the same way..." and so I'd very much like to see one based on that comment.
I've been making stupid recordings on my microphone because I can't think of what to say. Chewing gum noises, attempting to belch, and humming. I am a sad person with no future. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|07:50 pm] |
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Poll #758253 short + easy = fun
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: AllWhat's your favorite, short word? (maximum 5 letters) |
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|02:34 pm] |
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Ok so
1. I'm going to end up being a 60 year old woman living with 10+ cats. I'll die within the next year from some outbreak related to vicious feral catbites. It will kill many poor people and the government will have to cover it up.
2. I am never going to date ever because the first guy I date will make me incredibly mindless and we'll bang the first date and then about 2 situations later, oh shit, I'm pregnant. My dad won't be able to take that, he's going to make me get an abortion, I'll live through life scarred and buy cats to make myself feel better. This will make me so poor that I'm going to have to also eat the same food they do (cat food) and my clothes will be from dumpsters, I'll live in the doldrums of Manhattan and pretty much live in some ghetto shack.
3. Nobody will ever stop asking me "do you have a boyfriend yet?" until the cat smell drives everyone away.
THE FUTURE IS BRIGHT LOL
When did I start thinking like this? : (
Also, New York was pretty cool -- I ended up giving $30 to a street preformer -- I guess I'll explain by saying "we ate at a nice restarunt to make ourselves feel happy and elated since all the shops were closed and we couldn't by material goods to enhance memories and look cool." Actually, I know at least 2 people got sunglasses so technically I'm lying. Uhmm we saw a saxaphone player, and some hoboe giving himself a spongebath around the Metropolitan. The flowers inside smelt lovely, I collected prisoner adresses, and I missed Pandora's Box today because although I mentioned the meeting I completely forgot after talking to Holly, the next thing I thought was, "oh I should call joy!"
Harharhar, gj me. |
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| Wow! A secret message from your teeth! |
[Feb. 3rd, 2006|01:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
I think that's like the most awesome fortune cookie I've ever gotten. ( :
I want to submit the little slip to http://www.weirdfortunecookies.com/, but the last time they updated was 2004. : ( It's still a nice site, you should probably visit.
Also you should watch this 'trailer'. It was definetly unexpected on my part.
( a dream )
My mom called at 4:45-ish am (at least that's when I called back, her call woke me up and I was kinda out of it) and apparently was suprised my dad didn't have his phone with him. She said the typical stuff and hung up. It was wierd and it took me a while to get to sleep, although I went to bed about 10:30 last night, I felt like such crap I couldn't sleep until 11, and then my brother goes into the kitchen for a midnight snack, doesn't turn off the light, and I think I woke up this morning at nine. I've gotten my room much nicer though (I didn't go to school today as it didn't seem promising) and rid of a lot of things I no longer need. It's so nice.
And now I'll finish up my room, throw out some things, and go to the gym and ride my bike. ♥ |
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| :B |
[Jan. 8th, 2006|11:28 pm] |
ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS:
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- No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless.
- I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
- Repost this to see what others ask you |
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[Jan. 4th, 2006|12:00 am] |
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I've been such a compulsive shopper this christmas (this HOLIDAY SEASON if you're offended by shorter terms). I hope I don't become some horrible brainwashed consumerist robot. And I haven't even stopped yet, I keep thinking, "oh, I want to get this kid a present, and that teacher, and that person I talked to like once" and the like. It's too wierd, I'm afraid I seem.. well, strange because of it. I can't think of a reason why someone wouldn't want to get stuff, but I guess to people who don't get stuff it might seem a little wierd. Like, rather than, "Don't look a prize horse in the mouth," people go by "ACCEPT HORSES WITH CAUTION AND QUESTION THE GIVERS INTENTIONS ALTOGETHER." Oh well.
So there's this trip on St. Patricks day I'm going on now, to NY, and I'm very excited, but nervous about the sleeping I get the night before. Which reminds me. Here's a short list of resolutions;
1. Improve packing procedures
I brought too many clothes and the like and got a 'heavy' ticket
2. Call my friends more.
Communication, bitch. I'm horrible at keeping in touch most of the time. Already attempting to improve, may be approaching situation improperly.
3. Work out at least 4x per week.
I have a big butt and I figure it attracts the wrong sort of attention, especially in a city. : (
4. Get a better, more sensible sleeping schedule.
lol, it's 12pm right now.
5. Work on # 4. : )
6. Get rid of junk
Don't give people crappy things, give away things I don't need, toss the rest.
7. Read more.
Oh, ok.
8. Draw more.
9. Broaden horizons.
10. GET A JOB.
11. GET A PERMIT.
Yeah, I need to work on a lot of these, especially # 4,5, because it's been bothering me for a while. Obviously.
I really can't think. I need to do homework~~ |
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| an update; |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  enthralled | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NPR, yo. | ] |
<td align="center">Fun is most important in your life.
Having a high focus on fun indicates that you value your own enjoyment over anything else. And there is nothing wrong with that. Your motto is we're here for a good time - not a long time.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>
It's silly how this one turned out, although I can't very well argue with the results. I guess I'm a silly person. : D
I don't know about the US government. Or maybe it's the US Army? I've been recently getting hit with a lot of "randomly selected" surveys -- How did I like Heidelberg, How was my visit to the Doctor, What's it like living in Carlisle sorts of things lately. It all seems pretty suspicious. If it's so random, how come it's always me, and never anyone else I know? Maybe they are submitting information about me to other areas, maybe it's just a recommendation system -- which would still be against their fine print -- that they have. Maybe they just like my answers.
Or maybe I'm being monitored for something, or someone. I can't think of anything really, off the top of my head, because why would they want to bother with a lackluster student like myself? I think, that there must be more interesting people to observe. Maybe it's a sort of game to them, to see how long it takes for me to find it all out.
Or maybe it's only coincidence.
Or maybe that's what they want me to think.
Anyhow, two days from now, I'm going to be (done?) with my Shakespeare presentation bit, and I'm kind of relieved. At least my lines are pretty good, and I've developed somewhat of a good character (an elderly drunk woman) that's not too hard to do. And it's wonderful that I've got projection down, again. I'm pretty optimistic about this, especially since it's a one time thing.
And I've found that now, I'm travelling on a two week basis, in succession of about four trips. How grand. : ) |
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depressed
6.5
5.7
8.2
4.4
5.4
bouncy
1 (12.5%)
crazy